Sticky Note

I really don't have anything to say today but I'm bored and felt like writing something down. We'll just see what comes out I guess.

I like this job less and less everyday. I don't know what to do with my time here and instead of trying to find something to do, I just sort of sink into a lethargic state where all I can do is listen to episodes of This American Life and play solitaire. Which, I haven't played solitaire for an extended period of time since probably 1996 when we got our first computer and playing solitaire on the computer was pretty much "da bomb" and/or all there was to do on a computer with Windows 3.1. So I'm rediscovering solitaire and slowly losing my mind.

I feel like I'm waiting for something. I'm waiting for something new to happen and I don't know what it is. I'm one of those people that always likes to have something they're looking forward to. But right now, my life is stretching before me with nothing in sight, no landmarks to get to or anything I really need to get done. I feel like I need to be working toward something, but I haven't figured out what that is yet. People keep asking me, "well, what do you want to do? What do you like to do?" And is it bad that I don't know the answers to that? Because I really don't know. I have, at the same time, too many options and absolutely nothing. About a month ago, there were other things happening that were a welcome distraction from the work worries, but now all I have is this job that makes me crazy. So the moral of this story is that I think I need a new job. Ok, the end.

I'm in a good mood today. The other day I was feeling down, so I made a pie. A dark chocolate pie with merengue and chocolate chips on top. It was delicious if I must say. Mmm, I wish I had a piece of that pie right now.

I wish I had a funny story to tell right here. But I can't really think of anything. But there is 6 hours left in this workday so you never know.